The things that I can't say

"...-I mean,you talk to the other grey about me?
-Mm-hmm...You know what I talked about with the other grey?...All the things this grey won't let me say.
-You can say anything to me.
-...I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you.I want to build us a house.I want to settle downand grow old with you. I want to die when I'm 110 years old in your arms.I don't want 48 uninterrupted hours.I want a lifetime.
-Mm-hmm.
-Do you see what happens?I say things like that,and you fight the urge to run in the opposite direction."